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[ 12/19/05 at 4pm ] ljCuss - 100 Entry Version sex 64 fuck 42 piss 36 shit 33 damn 32 bitch 18 screw 11 dick 9 ass 9 hooker 9 slut 5 crap 5 hell 5 boob 4 wtf 4 bastard 3 pussy 3 anal 2 rape 2 cunt 2 penis 2 stripper 1 porn 1 prostitute 1 bondage 1 hump 1 homo 1 balls 1 whore 1 anus 1 Oct 21 Sep 9 Aug 2 Jul 18 Jun 93 May 56 Apr 110 How dirty is your LJ? How much have you been cussing? Username: Password: Created by g0thm0g! BTW, I don't ever remember saying anything about anal or anus or what ever. But I guess I just did. 2

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[ 10/31/05 at 3pm ] Okay, let's see if I can get this bitch to work today. No matter what things happen to me, no matter how great they seem, I can't help but still be a little disappointed. I am trying to look at all of the things that have been happening to be as blessings. Like the pregnancy thing. I always planned to have a baby, so it was going to happen eventualy. My friend Ashley has been trying to get pregnant and can't, she would kill to be in my shoes. This just isn't HOW I thought it would happen. You know, I thought I would be married first. At least Justin did ask me to marry him before he knocked me up, other wise I would be wondering if that was the only reason why. I thought I would have my own place, instead of living in the spare room in his sister's basment. And, it's not that I have a bad job, I just don't have my dream job. And I'm not talking about my dream dream job (actress), I'm talking about my realistic dream job (teacher). I was going to start back to school this January, but now it is going to be SO hard. To make matters worse, I keep seeing all of these people I went ot highschool with, doing great. And, I know I'm being a whiney bitch, I am jealous. I wish my life had turned out a little more like I had planned. But I need to quit. The last thing I want is my baby thinking it was a mistake or an accident. I won't go into the details, but it was no accident. Justin just managed to talk me into it. I will do my best to make my baby's life amazing. If I have to make sacrifices I will. I'll be loving and giving. And I will try not to be bitter about the morning sickness and labor pains she causes me. ( I blew a naked statue, so people would pay attention. ) 10

I want tea. [ 10/25/05 at 11am ] [ mood | crappy ] I'm pissy. My car broke down again, my stepdad is going to try to fix it today. I have an appointment tomorrow, and if it isn't fixed I am screwed. Justin hasn't called yet. Everything sucks. I have no car, so I have no way of going to get anything for lunch. Now that the morning sickness thing is wearing off, I think I could actually eat. This bithc outbid me on ebay for some carebears stuff I REALLY wanted to do the nursery in. I am going to put some of my clothes up for sell late this week or early next week. BLAH I feel shitty 1

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